Something to ponder upon

Good morning friends and readers.

So it has been a while since I last blogged. If I were to update every single stuff I did from the last post until now, it will take much of your precious time and I bet you guys would not be interested in reading it anyway.

Pretty much moved on with my life after a terrible life in MMU. MSU is definitely a place study. All the lecturers and the study plans are properly organized and the pressure being put by the management is more bearable compare to MMU. When I was in MMU, the stresses I had to face was hectic. The chances of at least passing the course was madness. Luckily my parents had agree to let me make my own decision and I made my decision to study in MSU doing Law and Commerce. It is more like a double major program but at least the pressure is more less than engineering. Future lawyer, maybe? In shaa Allah that will be it. Syariah lawyer would be much better.

Friends come and go. No matter how much effort you put on or the stronger you want to hold on that relationship, it will just end anyway. You do not have the power to make things last forever. God has the power to do so. However, God is fair. He takes away the person we love the most for us to learn about moving on. Making new friends. Does not mean when you lose someone, you would not find another them. There are over 7 billion people in this world and I can bet, at least, around 20 people have the same characteristics like the ones we love. So no matter how impossible it is, how hurtful it is, how heartbreaking it will be, we have to learn how to move on. At least, it will take this things out of our mind for a while. Sooner or later we will accept the fact that the ones that are gone, are replaceable with a new one. Maybe better. What matter the most is we have to keep on trying to achieve the best out of us. 

Love is rather mainstream nowadays. We say we love our family, friends, lovers, teachers etc. but do we mean it when we say the four letter words? Is it true you really have feelings for them? It is hard to prove that nowadays. Be it gentleman or ladies. Both of them have the side effects. Guys might say they love only person but deep inside they have many other girls to say that 4 letter word. Ladies might to stick to one guy, but in their heart, they get jealous when they see other guys treat their girl nicer than theirs so they tend to find another guy like that person to satisfy their feelings. To be honest, it is hard to find the true love. A relationship that starts from their childhood until now. That is love. Through thick and thin, they help each other. Nowadays, even though you are in a relationship for 8 or 9 years, it will end anyway. Why? No mutual feelings toward each other. When one starts to find another weaknesses, they tend to find another person who has better attitude or characteristics from the weaknesses of that person. You know what I mean? If it is love, that it is meant to be. If it is not, better just admit rather than killing your partner softly. Painful truth is better than lying. 

I think I have said enough. Let it be until here then. Remember this two things in your life: Friends come and go whenever they need to and love someone sincerely rather than lying. I have been through both of this situation for quite a few times. Honestly, if I were not strong enough.. well, lets just say that I would not be writing this blog. I will be emotional, sad, lost maybe. We need to train our heart to be strong and teach it how to be patience whenever shit happens. But the on top of everything, enjoy your life to the fullest. As a Muslim, I read Quran and pray to Allah whenever I am sad or stress. At least, I feel closer to Him and I know He will help me without me realizing be it slowly or immediately. To others, you guys know what to do. Pray and pray and pray so that things will be in a straight path again. If you guys would not mind, every night before you lads go to sleep, forgive the ones that might have hurt your feelings. Apologize to them even though they do not know. We don't want to be the reason for them to suffer when they die later. 

Until then, have a great day friends and readers :)