Throughout this week, I have been losing my grip towards stuff that should be done ASAP. Got no one to blame but myself. Last night, I had the most tiring day of my life. I had stay up to do my freaking english assignment, which I thought was quite easy but I was way wrong. FYI, I just woke up from a really heavy sleep. Didnt even remember what happen lol. All I knew was I was awake for almost 36 hours and I went sheesha with Naqeeb and all. My head grew heavy as sipped more and more everytime. That made me wanna go home early that night. Just as I reached my room, I landed my head and had an amazing yet heavy sleep.
So yeah, I'm awake now. I just woke up and I feel like blogging. Cz yesterday, I didnt get to see my 'someone'. It was quite worrying for me. I miss her. Even today, if she was free, I wanted to invite her for hangout with me. Somewhere near, somewhere we can talk and chill. Just both of us. Gaaaaah, I still cant say I love her yet.. Its like a curse for me to say I love her cz Im preparing for the worst. When a close friend like you, and you like someone else, how would that close friend feels ? so yeah, I don't like making other people sad. I felt guilty.My life is way harder than I thought it would be..
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