8 bulan berlalu

8 month it has been. was so fast tbh. didnt realise it till now. final exams coming in like 4 days. i havent revised any shit yet. my head has been spinning quite a lot lately. thinking of this thingy, i rather shoot myself on the head.

anyways, forget bout it. i prefer talking bout whats new that's happening.

1. well i have my love now. name, Engku Nurliyana Airina. the sweetest yet special from all the girls i dated. she's awesome, nice, funny, giggles a lot, quite a bullier but shorter than me XD, huggable(from what she said :D) and a daredevil. wont keep quite till she wins but when fighting with me, im just way better than her haha. sometimes.. not all the time. i proposed to her on the 31st of august. that was kinda special date for us, cz its our independence day. i proposed to her. shes someone you cant just play with her heart, needs attention all the time, love her with all your heart, she's fragile to me. i just dont know how to make the egg stand without rolling. in other words, i love her so much till i have to be like someone else .. which i dont want to be. i wanna be me. in order to be that, i have to change myself to be a better person (Y). there are a lot of mofos tryna take her away from me. seriously, A LOT. but im proving to her im way better than those people. i deserve her love more than them. B, if you reading this, i just wanna say i love you so much that i update this blog in the middle of 3 am. i was suppose to study, but i wanna tell people how much i love you <3 (K)

2. raya came, and maaaann .. it was awesome. OMG, the best of all laah. i love the life i had. it was amazing and awesome and good and hyper and .. i just cant say it haha. it cant be describe. we had a lot of activites, and i still cant believe i can still collect more duit raya than my sis and all. im just so cool. now, with the money i have, i wanna keep it for european tour later. i just cant bare with it anymore, i wanna visit london ASAP. wanna meet my bestfriend, amrita cassie :D

3. final exams -___-. the one that i dont like talking or discussing about. its so boring yet stressful and one way of killing you. its just few days away. and i havent study like seriously. i just cant start studying yet. ARRGGGHHHH :@. im trying to study now, but i just cant. it depends on my heart. if it says study now, then yeah, there's where my concentration come from.

neways, thats it i think. its 5 am now. i wanna sleep. bubbyee world <3