So Im a douche bag afterall isnt it ? ;)

Never thought that being so sensitive was that bad.

Losing all the things you own

Reputations, dignity, time, friends

Im okay with that. If you wanna go, then go. Go have fun with your new friends

Oh yeah, thanks for using me anyway. I appreciate it so much :)

Bought me and then just throw it away like a piece of garbage. 

If you say I'm mad, thats just the way I am. I was born with that

I'm the worst, haha then why become my friend ?

Stupid ? well I am a bit, but I'm not stupid enough to ditch friends.

Hypocritical ? That's the best cure. You know it hurts but still you smile.

Yes, I might be the weirdest, most dumbetronest person in the world. I have no doubt

But you might not find someone like me anymore. I am me and no one can be replica.

I use my own words, my own view, my own reason

I don't steal unless I'm desperate.

You can put all the blame on me, I dont mind :)

Cz what I know is that I'm totally innocent and I do is smile

God knows what happens. He's the one who writes our life

Smile, smile, smile and smile. See, no one does that.

Why I smile ? cz I'm Farhan. The Happiness

There's no such thing as sad. I'm always happy. Yet you may see acting weird in one view, still you need to hear how my heart laughs. They never've been sad. Thats something only I believe, I have :)

I'm random, awkward, honest, and noob.

Why I posted this ? cz I was damn hungry and don't know what to do in my room. Plus, I think I had a bad dream last night.. or maybe it was real :P

Memories are memories, future is a mystery. Mystery.. mystery..

You dont know what will happen right. This might be my last post. Might be the last time I could ever write again. Perhaps will be in coma :\ (i think this is too much ahah)

Oh yaah, I wish our life would have a delete button where we can delete every single shit that happens in our life. Damn that would be nice. Delete friends as well as soon as they're starting to ignore you. That would be so freaking awesome ;D

Anyhow, I should get dressed on go buy dinner now. It's gonna rain soon. So better be hurry haha

Toodles ~~~